Dreamseeker

Dawn, shall bring this breath of mine
Yawn, these eyes would seek someone..
Smile, the glint of light may sting..
Sight, of pages, listless yet smitten
Desire, to bind with blood & stone..
Feet, that hold my dreams now clay..
Trudge, as I must now go on..
Beyond, green hills that dot this day..

Notes:
Just trying a new style of writing.
Seems that this way tends to add more emphasis to the verse?

Anyway, not sure if the message does go through or not..
But this is basically my day.
I wake up.. longing to meet "Miss Right" (which never does happen)
The alarm rings.. I look at it..
"shit, its 6.00 am"
I set the alarm to ring at 6.30.. & roll around waiting for time to pass..
The sun comes up.. I feel guilty..
I grip my conscience & yank it out of bed
"Great.. another day.. with bills to pay.."
Ahahaha

Ok, life isnt too bad.
I actually have alot of fun working..
Just started something really cool, called a "Creative Agency"
*sigh*
Requests & business I have..
My only probem is locating more multimedia teams to service contracts

But.. as life has it, I shall make do with what comes by

Dawn of Loss

Lead the way, Show me how..
My source of milk, my dairy cow..
Of nameless smiles I seek today..
Your lips, indeed I long for now..
Of windspun hair once held at night..
The glint of moonlight, is all I keep..

The fool I was to let you slip..
Such like the shadows that keep me still..
I mourn the loss, that starlight brought..
Was it Foolish, to seek the stars?
My simple wish, to reach the skies..
To share with you, the gift of flight..

Perhaps your dreams were not of mine..
You seek the sun-warmed grass..
Of mellowed leaves & meadow scents…
To stride the fields, your feet have not,
I heard a whisper, it was your heart
To heed such song, my heart forgot..

Your words a path, Your eyes my mouth
My love unseen, You greet, then shun
A touch, A Kiss, the lonely smile..
Your breath, the voice, The Things I miss

Now raindrops cloud this crimson day..
“Where my rainbows appear” I wish she would say

Undo this wrong, lets do what’s right..
Forget this wish, ignore the sight..
I know today, I stood upright..

Withdraw with loss, this heart of mine..

Notes:
Right.. I guess you now know I broke up.
It wasnt really amicable ahaha.
I’m the type that totally severs all ties with someone when things dont work out..
*sigh* Not easy to be friends

At that time, I felt my whole world crumble..
I guess deep inside, its still crumbling..
But .. I now wish the best for her..

Hmm. sometimes being a nice guy is pointless.
Its time to be plain cold & heartless.
Abusing women should probably be my hobby from now on

A simple dream..

Can you hear the breeze?
Can you hear my cry?
Can you feel release?
Or share my dream to fly?
How cold this world I’m in
Where love & reason hold no sway…
How treason & lies control the din…
Where my soul & body now rely…
Oh where have you delved my dear..
So far away from me…
Where have thee gone to leer…
To mock & sire the child in me…
I cannot change this self I am..
For many tis the gift of life I bring….
Maybe when the floods greet the dams
Thus will I dance & sing..
For hope & reverie shall remain..
For it is the way I’ll be…
Maybe now I will seek the train..
And all the world will sing with me

Resonance

Depthless skies of blue & green….
What is this world I see?
Where crimson hues & lights unfold
A sway & flutter, a tricksters role..
Must I witness the change of hands?
Whence life itself, Must eventually end…
Crescents alone shall hold my wicker…
Why O’ why does change come here..
Why do you soar above my dear…
Decadent fingers probe my eyes..
"But its only me" I realize…
Change is true…& Yes its here..
My life shall end…This dawn…I fear
The sense of longing drawing near…
Friend & foe…Cheer & jeer…
Fate’s decree is hard to miss..
The sands of time shall not sit & wait…
Farewell my friends…My foe alike..
I lost my soul…to keep my sight…
I lost my will, To do what’s Right
Reason & fear….Etch my heart..
Thus I take my leave…I shall depart..
To gates of hell…Or heaven’s part
-rune-

Notes:
I dreamed of an old man..
Regret staining his eyes..
as he glimpses his life at an end..

Vampiric Torment

A silent being…I leave to reap the cold…
The crevices of fate..That seek my grasp…
Awash with cries unheard…..
Voiceless dreams left to scourge….
My will…My being……Now a distant Sight….
How I longed….How I yearned…
Craving the lust…A macabre sting….
y senses dulled…My knees now weak…
What would be of my fate…
To feel a warm & tender touch…..
A  cold demon That I now embrace….
But I knew not the cost…
Lifeblood down her veins…
Now I am one…An eternal being…
Amidst a solemn sky…Dark & bleak….
I know now my destiny…..
For tis my heart that fails to see…..
That eternal youth …..Was never mine to keep….
Visions of release…flit in cadence…
The final promise of beauty….
Within the orb I seek to breach….
The sight which I cannot bare…..
My last embrace of sanctity….
Closed without repair……
Decadent motes of dust…Obscure my fading sight…..
But I knew the clasps released…
My plague has found its cure….
My eyes sing of angels….
As that is what I see…..
A soulless being at rest….
Now I cease to Be
Finally…it is my turn…..
My turn to take my leave

Notes:
I wrote this after watching "Interview with the Vampire" when I was a kid.
Ahahaha.. story goes.. of a young man.. seeking love..
seduced into submission by a vampiress..
in their throes of passion.. she consumes him..
upon awakening.. he realizes what he has become.. & finally decides to confront his fears by looking into the sun..
something like that.. its quite .. hard to explain, but i think the poem does an apt job

Of days & nights so long ago..
Are we to seek the listless?
A song that spoke of solemn vows..
Of mirth, the smiles, we leave behind

This path i trod is now aglow…
The sun beckons its gentle mistress..
to heed, with faith, perhaps we bow..
memories at etched,  more so when kind

Of days & nights so long ago..
Of mirth, the footsteps we leave behind

your eyes could hold this key i seek..
such lips, to slake divine

Notes:
Ahaha.. there was a time I actually thought of .. indulging in certain activities that were present
*sigh* our conscience starts to slip away as we get older.
Cause now, I kind of regret NOT taking advantage of the situation.
All these "What If’s" start to cloud your mind you know..?

Longing

Can you feel the wind?
Could you feel my sigh?
I bring along within,
A wish of what may lie,
I know I feel emotion,
I feel my heart fall sway,
Never have I felt devotion,
The things I feel this day,
For you have set in motion,
Where my love has come alive,
Your breath have set the embers,
And fanned them back to flame,
& now I’ll call myself a member,
Of a lover’s foolish game
=®une=

Notes:
I used to call myself rune..
Ahaha its actually a language used by the celtic druids of ages past.
Anyway, I wrote this .. for my 1st girlfriend at the age of 16!
Ahahaha..
I guess there is always a first time for everything.
She was angelic.. I think she was 14, & I was 16..
She was an australian girl.
Wow.. you wouldnt believe her proportions! ahaha
okok, I wont elaborate.

Reverie
I sold my soul, to keep my Sight
I lost my will, to do what’s Right
And now I stare forth, into the Night
TO find solace, where there is Might
I feel my world, Sundered in Blight
My heart, My world, a Solemn fight
The end is here, The end is nigh
I’ve lead my time, A man’s Demise

Notes:
Hmm, I started reading a book by Margaret Weiss & Tracy Hickman.
I think it was the Deathgate Cycle series.
Hmm, I dont think the book was meant to be religious, but it did open up many facets of possible answers for me.
Cause & effect. Choices..
A man once said..
"Heaven is in your heart"
"Thy actions, not god shall dictate how well you lead your life.."

I guess its true

Another time, another place
A hope of yours,
A Dream shall grace,
For age has wrought a cycle due,
A dance remote, a tune unsung,
A fate untold, a life eschewed,
But who am I to linger on?
My past reprieve, A legend gone,
And truth revealed, forsaken paths,
Another leer, Another’s fond,
A legacy’s repast, For that is known,
A tempest flared, An orb now dull,
A weeping mourn, A joyous grin,
Thy eyes my lull, Your voice my sin,
Beseech me O’ sundered past,
My tears are drowned, my spirit free.
At last I’m gone, My heart unleashed.

Notes:
I wrote this when I was 16!
Ahahaha. I guess I was reading alot of fantasy novels back then.
Always wished that love would be of sacrifice, joy..
I liked the idea of saving a girl from a bunch of guys, & then she’ll confess her love for me as I lie bleeding to death
ahahaha
I know its silly.. but.. @_@

& time itself stood as one,
for her cries were deathly still..
& wars of men would show us none..
of the valors that the sun reveal….
for Queen & king their knights had bled…
for freedom & truth will their swords sing..
& lay bare the earth in red ….
& soaked in russet light shall these plains be

Notes:
I actually wrote this for a website I did on mythic fantasy ahaha